February 2012
62 posts
I am in love with your mind, with your soft tendencies and the muffle stutter of your laughter the loudness and softness and loudness again
Your eyes and mouth widen in unison, Our stomachs clench our bodies closer to one another as we laugh laugh laugh
laugh everything and anything away
My friend
After a while,
you truly do forget.
After a while, the feelings the memories the pain, itself, all subsides. You’re left wondering, if you happen to remember, that is, if it actually happened or not. Was that all a dream? A false, misguided sense of reality causing ruptures in my mind?
Funny how you spend hours and days and weeks trying not to cry, begging yourself to forget and wondering to yourself if...
“Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it...”
– Buddha
Feeling Productive
(for once) haha
I officially have applied (again) to American University. My transcript should have been received yesterday and now my online application should have been received as of ten minutes ago. How exciting ! I’m nervous and excited because I have no fucking clue whatsoever as to what I am doing next year. I need to fill out my FAFSA by March first….right…and...
Mystery Unwraveled?
Yesterday, while discussing neuroscience and its mysteries with one of my good friends, we came across the often mistaken concept that science eliminates the beauty and mystery of nature. This is simply not so. “Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.” If beauty can be subjective, then why not mystery as well?
Yes, science explains many details of the world, but that does not make them...
melancholy
I am drenched with the wash of a sudden wave of
loneliness.
I sit here, alone,
Think to myself,
I wonder when I will be touched again…held?
I wonder who will look at me once more
in that way, smiling through their eyes and their hearts without the use of their
mouths
My Private Prison.: How to piss people off based... →
summer-into-dust:
Aries – Place someone above them. Be first to get what they want. Turn everything into a contest and win. Call them a coward. Make them wait.
Taurus – Hide or damage their valuables. Use their stuff without first asking permission. Take their money. Starve them. Give them food that looks,…
A Collection of Rare and Obscure Words →
Cheiloproclitic - Being attracted to someones lips. Quidnunc - One who always has to know what is going on. Ultracrepidarian - Of one who speaks or offers opinions on matters beyond their knowledge. Apodyopis - The act of mentally undressing someone. Gymnophoria - The sensation that someone is mentally undressing you. Tarantism - The urge to overcome melancholy by dancing. Autolatry - The...
Tonight, I love everyone
And it only breaks my heart with the pain of time
culture shock: $1 Trillion Dollars.... →
nomadic-dreams:
$1 Trillion dollars can buy you a $3 dollar latte for you twenty-three generations of your children every day for the rest of your life.
$1 Trillion dollars can buy you all the goods and services produced in Australia in one year.
$1 Trillion dollars is the market value of all stocks traded on…
koziol
Me: But you’re not mentally out there kind of crazy…you just react very intensely to things
Koz: I call it fun
Chris told me I should go to church
He said he thinks we’re just too different now…
I had a friend who changed his name, but couldn’t change himself Never quite figured out, how to deal with what life had dealt He put a needle in his arm to calm his head somehow Wouldn’t have imagined it, could have worked out so well
Now he’s a shape that moves like echoes through my empty room And there’s a voice that speaks like someone’s right behind me I turned...
“I am a kind of paranoid in reverse. I suspect people of plotting to make me...”
– J.D. Salinger (via untitledfragment)
What would possibly ever be fucking wrong with that? Why would people trying to make others happy ever be a bad thing? Fuck sadness for the sake of reminiscing pain and holding on. Fuck not caring and apathy and saying sorry when you’re not...
rain much deeper than a river
You blew through me like bullet holes…
Lavender ribbons of rainsane
Ridding my heart of
Mortal Fright
Ima shake you off though,
Look back with no remorses
skins
Ooh, baby, baby, it’s a wild world, it’s hard to get by just upon a smile
Ooh, baby, baby, it’s a wild world, and I’ll always remember you like a child, girl
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You’re sly. I’m excited to embark on my newest life journey, preparing for the unknown !
I said,
Get OUT of ma headdd
I really think
if anyone were to live inside my head for a day, they would probably send me off to some institution for the mentally inept. Haha, I’m not even that bad. I’ve decided that 1. I agree with Matt, Claire, and the theory of open relationships. They just make the most sense, especially at this age. I already know I have love for multiple people, while I may only bein lovewith one, I still...
mustardblood:
Sex is disgusting and funny